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where is it? what is it?

2010-05-08T15:34:00.000+08:00

Very very very very very long time didnt update my lousy blog ady... sry to those tat are waiting >_< but i know nobody is waiting hehe~

what i wanted to say.. is not what i thinking.. what i thinking now.. is not i want to say.. so just beat me LOL

i keeps trying to figure out my weakness n try to fix it but then... i tested many personality among my bros n frens... change my attitude see wher they pointing at.. well then juz scare be called "Eenie Meanie Miney Mo" haha~~

Is what about now that i was wondering wat is in ur mind actually at all the time.. u quite sporting to me... n u have a mysterious life @_@ i dun get to understand others easily.. but i tryin to figure u out... the job is killing me >_< i wanted to go.. but not the right timing now.. coz of practical problem? lol ~_~

ray, be wise, be wealth, be the winner... u muz believe u can do it =) *cheers*

Is Heart n Soul Stick together?

2010-01-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

Ray.. did u notice tat u always slow or late other people 1 step or more? I'm Down..?! Baby are you down down down down down... haiz >,<

I Never felt nothing in this world like this before,
Now I'm Missing You and I'm Wishing You Would Come Back Through My Door,
Why Did You Have to go? You Could Have Let Me Know, So Now I'm All Alone.
Girl You Could Have Stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance,
If you are not around it's a little bit more that I stand, And all my tears stay keep running down my face, why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me?
So Baby I will wait for you, Cause I don't know what else I can do, don't tell me I ran out of time, If it takes the rest of my life.. Baby I will wait for you, If you think I'm fine just ain't true, I really need you in my life, no matter what i have to do.. I'll Wait For You...............

haizz... sad.. T_T

Feels like Insomnia~ ah~ah~~

2009-12-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

Pai seh oh.. quite long bo update ad jor... sorry for those waiting geh aa >_< i noe not much ppl view my blog.. at least got some ba i doubt =X

hmm.. also nothing special to write geh.. despite everything.. give up the things u wan the most ?! nice quote =.=
nowadays quite addicted to songs ba.. downloaded lots of new new songs xD n fall in love with "Insomnia" tis song ad.. LOL =P

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah! GaGa-Oo-La-La! Want Your Bad Romance~
I Want Your Beauty, I Want Your Sh*ty~ I Want Your Everything, As Long as its free~
I Want Your Love, Love~Love~Love~ I Want Your Love!

suprise tis few days.. coz something happened xD secret lai geh.. cant tell.. also duno how i feels.. terrible + fantastic + happy + Frustrated + Down..

hmm.. duno can celebrate christmas with u guys or not oh.. wil tell as soon as possible ba.. >_< haiz
will stop my hand here ba..
thx for reading ya bloggers~

by,
-OrEyO-

lalala ?! =.= ?

2009-11-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

*yawnsss* too long haven write out new post jor... if those who r waiting sry aa >.< coz.. duno wat to write last few weeks.. ntg special much too ~_~

tomoro leh.. goin to watch 2012 liao >.> ticket also bought on tuesday jor.. 13 if not wrong O_O wrap around u can become Miss World Award LoL~~ hope tat movie wil be best tat i had ever imagine laa~

tis week wan back ? or not ? next week wan club ? or not ? everything also wondering.. everything also say anything.. cincai or bla bla bla~ n today lehh~ downloaded many R&B songs n Arena's DJ homemade songs LOL 140 mb sial.. 1 hour for tat song.. remix all da way xD wooo!!

y am i keeps playing fish ville on facebook =.= addicted liao meh.. jz feed fish nia.. so good to play meh >.>

n for those arena fans n wish to find arena's DJ songs can visit tis website lerr
http://tribesounddjacademy.blogspot.com/

i stil cant find the song Buckface - Through my Window lerr~ if any1 noe wher can find pls tell me tell me xD
so i think i wil stop right cha~ buhbyesss take care fella =X

by,
-rAy-
-PeAcE-

Love Me Or Hate Me?

2009-10-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

Love Me or Hate Me it's still an obsession~ Love Me or Hate Me that is the question~
If You Love Me then Thank You~ If You Hate Me then Fuck You~

is a song by the way =.=

I did concerned n cared about you.. im happy.. i did quite much things for u becoz u r special to me.. i wish for repay? no.. jz hope u can feels my appearance only ba..

Everyday wake up i wil straight look at my phone.. hope for the first look is ur sms~ but less n less of these kind of things happen again..

This is my style, This is my empire.. U r right x) U r so busy~ coz many ppl date u ma.. When i at far distance i can only think about you.. But i just know 1 thing.. ur face wont disappear from my mind.. even i lost my memory..

by,
-OrEyO-
P/S : Just Wish You Happy

14th Oct 2009.. 14th Oct 1990 my Birth Date

2009-10-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

aikss... today count as 15th oct le ba.. sobs sobs.. my birthday jz passed.. o.o past or passed leh ? i think is passed x) wakakakaka

sry wor my blog n my post kinda hard to read coz.. i found tis background myself.. edit those script myself.. i stil couldnt edit the comment box out yet.. pai seh pai seh >_<

jz finish playing dota with frenss >_< 80+ mins game.. haiz.. finally stil won x) kakakakaka~ Lucky ? count ba.. tis year birthday not much suprise n no much activities coz normal days playing like hell liao LOL.. my wallet full of movie tickets.. all tis year baru watched geh.. each month 1-4 times.. woahh add all up over rm200 liao? duno laa.. lazy count.. $$ used liao forget it lo..

hmm ntg much to talk about now ba.. but last sunday i went to Christopher Lee n Fann Wong's wedding ler.. not so grand but also a superstar wedding what O_O
my ah gu finally 娶 fann wong liao lohh =X 9 years ? hohoho... wait tat day also wait til siao liao x)

hmm.. birthday wishes.. not bad la got 20++ x) stil got ppl remember though~ happy xD
but then hope she reali remember laa.. coz is me told her de T_T sobs sobs... stupid n 38 de u~ <3 *pinch*

i think i wil make my hand stop at here ba.. bla bla bla la la la~~
wish u guys read my blog geh also All the Best ya~ take care urself uhhs x)
n 1 more thing.. wish she do watever things also good ba x) all the best to her too~

by,
-rAy OrEyO-
P/S : I Heart You n I Miss You~

wat the Heaven..

2009-10-07T04:59:00.000+08:00

haiz... 1st word in my post for tis.. y haiz ? becoz.... HAIZZZZ....
quite long time bo update le ba.. busy ? No.. away? No.. y? dunNo..
n.. i duno y i cant receive the msg she sent to me.. but i can receive normally sent by other people.. server problem or wat i duno.. but i noe u very angry me ad.. coz of din reply ur msg right? i din see tiok how i gonna reply btw =.= n sry for saying call u also din answer.. not evry1 in evrytime also free de.. sry for not looking in tis point..

anyway.. tis week.. went movie twice ad.. duno stil wil got 3rd time ma.. spent $$ too much le leh.. duno birthday tat day stil can open 1 bottle or not =.= thinking a way to save n get $$ liao.. $_$ *ka-ching*

ray ah ray.. birthday is coming loh.. 20 years old liao loh.. start with 2 liao leh.. nid to think mature liao, do things gonna mature a bit too liao, wat else gonna be mature leh ? is mature important for me ? or jz a word inside my mind.. stil duno yet >.>

all along tis 19 years.. hmm.. i stil reminding back which year is my best birthday ever.. wondering.. thinking..
clubbing with bros ? or having 2 funny n cute gift from frens.. Underwear + Gundam LoL..
my sis reali treat me well.. i greatly appreciate it.. but til now i stil got nothing for u.. i m very sorry to u jie..
nxt time i wil earn more n more n more n more n more n more *coff coff* n more n more n more $$ to repay u geh xD hope u wil get suprise x) hee hee.. u bought me ipod.. bought me phone.. bought me many things tat i daily got use tiok geh.. feels like crying T_T i love you jie..

hmm.. about wat now leh ? nid to focus more n more on her ? or education way ? ppl alwiz said.. " Think Twice before Taking Action.." twice... can i get more x) haa..
I'm stil on my way.. please wait for me my future..
to be or not to be..? << ( i mean continue ) lol

by,
rAy
-ChiLL-
P/S : For You I WiLL <3

bla bla bla... pharck ouff

2009-09-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

it came again.. the Nag word.. tats y i miss my KL life =.= aiyo.. sien..
nvm la.. she ask me dun say liao.. dun think liao.. dun scold liao..
so i wil just think about her lo =P

wednesday goin up KL liao loh.. tomoro goin tesco buy things gua...
today at phone chat with her quite happy ler >.> chat about past.. chat about Fast & Furious LOL!! chat about Step by Step.. Chat about love.. but unfortunately.. chat til half.. tiok "spoiled"!!
den come MSN chat =.= duiihhh..

1 week continuos go out n till 5am like tat baru back... tiok say like i no house to stay =.= bla bla bla..
i shud ask god.. y she 1 day bo nag me will die meh ? or is u God tat made her nag me evryday once baru shiok? lol.. It's My Life.. << i like tis song.. n i shud appreciate my life now..
so.. today i think reach here ba.. ntg more to say ad.. except say to her xP

in 1 day i must tell her my words... tell her my feelings towards her.. tell her tat.. *to be continue* x)

by,
-rAy-
-StAy CooL-
P/S : I wont change my heart because of u <3

FuN, TiReD, EnJoY?

2009-09-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

huhuhuhuhu... 4 days bo on my blog n check liao..
evrytime open browser sure facebook 1st =.= mafia, vampire, naruto, restaurant city..
open browser liao sure around 1 hour only settle all things..
haiya.. 1 hour play tis or play dota 1 hour better =.= ? i also duno..

yesterday.. bbq =.= i m the organiser again x) but i think evrytime or no matter wat things i organize hor.. sure very jialat geh.. i hope they reali enjoy n having fun leh.. i duno how i plan.. i duno how the plan goes.. i mean the results or success rate ba..

yesterday woke up 9am =.= last yesterday clubbing till 5am =.= so only slept 4 hours.. wake up liao.. headache + blur blur.. den ask her can accompany me go shopping n buy those ingredients ma.. she said she wil be busy wor.. ok lohs.. den call my bro n ask is him free or not ? den he on n i go fetch him lo.. 1st destination.. giant =.= we both go in n push a trolley... push push push.. saw ntg can buy duh.... den finally.. think of aluminium foil x) den waa so happy n str8 take n pay $$.. mana tau.. prepare bbq tat time.. only noe is plastic wrapper.. aduihh #$%^&*&^%#

2nd destination.. tesco~ woah.. go in liao str8 got mood buy =.= duno y also..
i go n choose chicken wings.. sotong.. n kembong fish =.= round n round n round around 1 hour inside tesco.. den pay liao.. jw said he hungry.. go Kluang station n have his lunch.. i jz ordered sirap limau coz ate ad.. den he said he belanja.. walao.. k lo i said nxt time belanaja u back.. den after tat call becky ask her free to help or not n bla bla bla.. go her ahma house fetch her liao str8 shoot to jw's house.. marinade or marinate? duno la.. jz M the chicken laa.. done liao den rest a while.. den hy came.. he bought the bbq net n charcoal n "cock"brand.. lol.. the charcoal so small pack also cost rm7.. he said he duno kena cheat or wat..

take a look at the time.. 5.25pm.. wahhh.. call to her.. asked her wan eat tauki later ma? she said duno the shop close ad ma.. den asked her mom n said 6pm only close.. wahhhh.. chiong to her house n fetch her.. ask her lead us to the place.. reach liao den cincai cincai buy some otak seafoods n TAUKII(my fav).. den asked her y dun str8 folo to my house =.= she said dun wan.. too early.. k nohs.. fetch her back home liao den go n take ingredient at jw's house n str8 rush to my house

HoMe.. jw n becky prepare potatoes n jagung.. den left the kembong fish.. oh my god.. i forgot ask the tesco man help me clean the fish body =.=
den i kena clean myself.. korek the fish breathing area n chop its head =.= den tarik keluar whole part.. yucks... like operating it.. + its eyes staring at me.. wont move at all LOL!!! while more.. hamtak called n said he coming LOL.. guide him direction liao den reach my house.. after tat str8 go n fetch ken.. all hampalang reach liao.. left her haven reach >_< aiyooo reali wan make up mehh x) joking naa..
15 mins later hy reached.. we already started jor.. happy chat happy cook n happy tat she came x) hee hee wat a 38 n stupid lemon..

DoNe.. taadaa =.= woahh tired.. go out with jw n teck to buy "sweets".. lepak at sentral bridge a while.. coz hy fetching ken back home n fetch her to klebang a while.. den later meet again 2nd round geh.. who noes.. all quite tired including the organizer =.= LOL.. den say today only 2nd round lo.. reach home tat time.. all on said dota 1 round liao de.. mana tau jw's dad comp bo v1.24b war3.. wait him dl till i asleep =.= duh.. evrytime i also like tis.. sry ah bro.. call to her when laying on bed.. told her tat nite nite n *bla bla bla* x) till today 5pm baru wake up =.= the Evening Sun wake me up geh.. not Morning Sun =.= wake up liao bo appetite stil kena force to eat.. haiz.. ngeh ngeh eat lo..eat liao til now sitting infront comp n playing facebook =.=

by,
-rAy-
-PeAcE-
P/S : LuRv Eu <3

G.G

2009-09-21T05:14:00.002+08:00

1 week.. 1 week had gone.. 1 week i din update my blog.. 1 week we din been so sweet already.. 1 week..

last friday, my brothers all finish their examss... den we heading our hometown liao x) woooooo.. but unfortunately.. the car is goin to sumbat 6 ppl include the driver.. so 4 gonna sit behind for 2++ hours.. my leg numb till pain till bo rasa... !@#$%^&*
but nvm laa.. worth wat.. KL frens come down malacca have fun with us.. i duno they having fun or suffering lol =.=
they ask me plan.. wat to do, wat to play.. i duno malacca got wat to play actually besides clubbing.. Snooker? Movie? yumcha? ohh i noe.. sleep =.= Sorry ah.. tis time plan din goes well.. pai seh pai seh >_<

normal loh.. Saturday nite we all go clubbing.. 1 jz bring 1 chivas in =.= n each person also 20 bucks like tat liao.. haiz.. those late comers only drank less than half bottle only.. but at tat time.. not quite much mood at the beginning.. coz my minds keeps wishing n begging tat she would come.. cant force her either geh.. she got to work on sunday whole day n she went to her fren bday party wat.. clubbing can anytime in a year.. but birthday party can celebrate once a year..So...ntg lo

$$ problem reali $$ problem.. here owe ppl there owe ppl.. from secondary skol onwards pokkai till now ad.. even go KL also cant enjoy..
Yesterday i sleep quite early.. coz sibeh tired.. after clubbing on saturday.. go back already 4-5am.. sleep not even 4 hours.. 8am wake up fetch my brothers go Melaka Sentral ad.. den back home went breakfast with family coz friday already came back but 2 days continuos stayed at fren's house.. i wonder they got angry or not..den finish breakfast come back.. play play computer a while.. line super slow.. wan fb also cant.. den mai chap siao + eyes closing.. so went to bed for 4 hours.. evening my whole body so hot even tat open air cond.. beh tahan kena evening's sun wake up.. den till 8pm.. waiting daddy check 4D using comp.. fall asleep already.. till now only wake up.. my mom shocked @@ woah u so early wake up.. y dun sleep 1-2 more hours only we go breakfast.. i said cant sleep ad.. ytd sleep too early..

duno wat will happen on me today..*sigh*
btw.. choose A or L? both also dislike me already? think too fast n too much le ba
wat to do wat to do.. haiz..
i think i wil stop right here ba.. sorry make u guys read my whole posts for ntg..
by,
-rAy-
-PeAcE-
P.S / I Miss You

Right or Left ?! or stay wher i am ?

2009-09-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

nowadays.. i can feels myself is a disturber.. giv ppl disturbance..
there are many ppl who dun like me.. i stil duno only..
"ray, ur face Sucks! ray, ur personality Sucks! ray, ur skills Sucks too!"

now is the time for me to choose wher to move on ? or jz keep staying as what n wher i am..?
I'm blur.. I'm lost.. I'm a jerk..
try not to disturb her anymore ? i cant feel she needs me also..

*sigh* What Comes Around, Goes Around..
*heart-beep stop pumping* so do...
*finger stop writing* chiaoz~

by,
-rAy-
-PeAcE-
-P.S : Dun Treat Me Like Tat-

Je t'aime...

2009-09-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

tis 3 words.. she told me cannot simply said it out geh..
i know cant simply said it out.. but.... *sigh*

that thing came all along to me.. will it be too fast too furious ? lol..
i dumb dumb x)

today is 13th of sept.. 1 of my "ex" best-fren birthday.. i doubt that he stil with the hatred heart.. nvm la.. forget it lo.. people tulan u not u tulan people.. care so much for wat hor >.> jz wish him can be happy ba.. lalalala~

last paper on incoming Monday le luhs.. Information Technology~ quite fun to learn if u interested with it la x) is all about computer thingy geh =P

i stil thinking am i irritating her these following days? she wash toilet i also laugh at her.. make her sad nia.. sorry i didnt mean it.. reali sorry.. T_T

haiz.. hope she could understand ba.. =)
Final words for today ba~ look btm x)

Anstice-chan、私は永久に愛し、あなたの心配に一生を、だれも私の中心の取り替えてもいい取らない.
Anstice는 나의 사랑, 사랑해요 영원히 및 나 당신의 배려에게 일생이, 아무도 나의 심혼에서 당신을 대체할 수 있다 걸릴 것이다

by,
-rAy-
-PeAcE-
-P.S : As what i promised you-

Her Feelings..

2009-09-09T08:03:00.000+08:00

will her feels tat im so irritating to her ?
coz i thinking myself everyday also bothering her..
but she didnt show the evade action or try to bring something in while we r chatting~

today.. i duno wat to write..
coz later around 2pm i gonna hav my Pre-Calculus exam..
i only got Notes for Chapter 1.. i hope other question wil be out as Secondary skol Add Math ba x)

wish me luck guys >_< here i drop my keyboard xD

to me, U'r Pretty~
to me, U'r Princess~
to me, U'r Precious~
to me, U'r Priority~
to me, U'r Preserved~
to me, U'r Precocious~
to me, U'r Perfection~

-rAy-
-PeAcE-
-P.S / LoVe YoU iS My JoB-

Untitled

2009-09-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

*YawNnnnnnn* jz wakey wakey~
woahhh 8.35pm liao.. left 12 hours to EXAMMMSSSSSSS ahhh >_<
cham liao lo x_X mz gambateh leh 38 Lemon.. x)

Today quite tired sia.. duno stil got time phone her ma.. aiksss >_<
do revision 1st ba.. other things later only care about it xP
so i at here dropby ad horr =P

Good Luck to "YOU" & Me <3
Jia you Jia you *Muacks Muacks*

by
-rAy-
-pEaCe-
-P/S : sTiL vEry LoVe YoU-

What A Night x)

2009-09-05T04:26:00.002+08:00

Irritating.. Languish.. Yoke.. Abhorrent.. Lapse.. Magnificent.. Hallucination..

^ got meaning on the above statements... I hope she will know.. I wish she will understand..

My Day.. Her Day.. What a Day..
My Life.. Her Life.. What a Life..
I'm Lost.. She's Lost.. We're Lost..
I'm Hurt.. She's Hurt.. We're Hurt..

I.. I.. want to stay beside her.. I.. want to be with her.. I.. got chance?
She.. so lovely.. She.. so cheerful.. She.. so sweet.. She.. so Beautiful~

What happen to me today..?! *heart beeping fast & slow*
Is alright... i gotta understand.. My hand stopped.. typing.. it will never Ends..

-rAy-
-pEaCe-
-P/S: I LoVe YoU mOrE tHaN aNyOnE-

My Happy Day

2009-09-04T01:37:00.002+08:00

Today ler.. 12pm something like tat only reach home..
reach liao nvm.. bo key lagi =X at outside wait wait wait, walk walk walk, other house looked at me like a stranger.. wait til my housemate woke up liao.. only ask him open door for me..
finally phew.. can sit down liao.. play facebook a while, drink 1 cup of water.. den go to bed =.=
be4 go to bed ler.. got sms with her.. coz yesterday movie din bring phone out.. bo pocket put jor

den back liao saw she sent 2 msg.. quickly reply ahh x.X den she was in class.. having lecture..
after that call to her.. told her i wan ooi ooi ad loh.. den she said "crazy ah u, ppl wake up u go sleep.. go la go la!~" den i go sleep nuhs..

Duno wat time wake up liao.. also forgot jor.. blur x.x wake up liao.. 1st thing, facebook lagi =.=
mafia mafia mafia.. addicted liao la.. cham X_X

den around night time like tat.. call to her.. we chatted about 2 n half hours like tat =X
chat chat chat til she said a bit tired liao wanna ooi ooi liao~ den keeps ask me go study n called me LeMoN =P den okay nohs.. hang up liao who noes she on9 MSN =X sei zai bao ah.. msn stil chat chat chat til now lurhs.. she said reali wanna ooi ooi jor naa >_< den off9 le lurhs..

suddenly @_@ 1 incoming msg, Lost Myself.. she said.. den sobs.. try to comfort her lo.. tam her back to sleep~

1.45am- Gonna Start Engine liao~ Vroom Vroom~ Finding Gaming Notes.. REVISION Time liao!
i think today i reach here le ba~ wHat a "happy" day x) Happy with her, Happy with myself xD

by,
-rAy-
-PeAcE-

Nothing Special

2009-09-01T18:55:00.003+08:00

I just noticed that.. I on 1st of september doing this kind of things x)
my kind of things means i writing a blog lohh =X
nothing much special.. somehow.. i hope i m special.. but i'm not xD

huhu.. what a day.. freaking fast that i m goin 20 ad.. 1 n a half month to go..
change to mature road or still on my kiddy road 1st ?
the age of me starting to change into 2'x' already..
aunties uncles always saying, "wahh, big boy ad wor, know many things liao lo"
what u mean know many things liao =.=?
There's stil lots of things i haven truly noe.. haven experience..

Damn far way to go.. go to where ? Lost..?! Home..?! where should i be at ?!
jz an empty shell for me... Hiding in the sand ?! A shell with no flesh inside..

Wear Adidas, Use adidas, Wallet got $ for adidas meh ? Keeps wan show off nia..
Tats y i said Nothing Special..

The First Time

2009-09-01T18:48:00.002+08:00

I believe everyone have their 1st time.. so do i >_<
the first time of writing this blog.. the first time of sharing.. first time of hurting..
peoples always though that the word "first" is like sort of winning, no.1, or somehow..

I dunno why i will open a blog & write it.. maybe looking at others that they having fun on their blog..

By the way.. i m new to this kind of things.. if those Pro can teach me how to make fun of it i wil be glad xD

-pEaCe-
by
rAy